Jan 31, 2022

🙏 ~ 💝 (I'm here for the long haul until house of cards is gradually or completely falling apart...) Todays Inspirational Spiritual Quotes & Videos (SoTW) ~ 💕 | Blogger: Time is up for these people in power who take our freedom away and trying to force killSh0ts for our kids, weak and elderly. Will #PartyGate Boris The Clown be first, next in line, Justin Castro and them, Actor Biden?... October 2019, a few months before the alleged "Coronavirus" arrived, was Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation together with Johns Hopkins Center for Health Security and The World Economics Forum Hosts for "Event 201" - A 3½ hours Simulation exercise of a dramatic scenario with a thought pandemic. "Accidentally", it was all about a new global pandemic virus that would be extremely dangerous - 65 million dead was the scenario that they were worked with. After the "ScareEvent" was finalished, all health experts, matrix scientists, military advisors, intelligence services and world ministers received the scenario model or roadmap, that was sold, to their leaders, at home. And Voila - it came quite as predicted in the simulation. But it really did'nt practice what they preached. The virus-"disease", escaped from a secured Biolab in Wuhan, only behaved some worse than ordinary flue, was most dangerous to people with other diseases or low immune systems, and hospitals have stood empty, while the waiting lists for other treatments have grown, and society has stalled. The whole "agenda" was supposed to end March of 2025. It has been the roadmap all the time. But believe me there are other much stronger (positive) forces on the way that will stop this "show" or "movie", like what is happening in Denmark, February 1st. However, many countrymen in Denmark and around the world, are deeply traumatized, anchored in the lie and all marked by the Stockholm Syndrome. When the REAL spiritual "EVENT" comes, the metaphor for "SolarFlash" or "Unlocking Junk DNA", people, will be lead together by the collective consciousness. Like in the movie "Surrogates" after destruction of all the surrogates, everyone will have to go outside and be human again. Mother GAIA, Truth-movement with Truth-TV, Off-worlders and Healing Tachyons waves from the Universe, connect us back to Source-Energy and slowly, but surely, remove all DARKNESS into LIGHT. This is my way of seeing it, I need to, no, have to, look at a positive and brighter future. Will you join me?... |

A. Headlines for Sun. 30 Jan. 2022:

Judy Note: Mr. Pool reported that his messages were done. Multiple countries have put their militaries on High Alert. The National Guard has been activated in all 50 states. 3,500 flights were cancelled on the East Coast. Vaccinated called a ticking time bomb for Cancer. Over 100,000 Truckers and over a million people have joined the Trucker Freedom Movement meeting in Ottawa Canada on Mon. 31 Jan, say they aren’t leaving until Mandates withdrawn. Large Trucker convoys gathering on US Border, on their was to Washington DC, other convoys organizing in Australia, Europe and across the globe. All of which was bound to cause disruption of food and supply chains across the globe. Cyber Attacks imminent. White House, Buckingham Palace, Canadian Parliament prepared for demolition... (..)




https://www.facebook.com/groups/3185638658328501

👑👁️⃤ 💸 ~ (Lad os lige tage den en gang til... ) KRONPRINSSESSE MARY ER EN DEL AF WORLD ECONOMIC FORUM (newspeek.info) ~ | Blogger: SoTW er 100% republikaner, desværre tør INGEN, at nævne dette og står ved det, ret tabubelagt. Jeg mener at den institution burde nedlægges. Dronningen har udadtil rollen som smukt dekoret kransekagefigur, men i virkeligheden, dybest set en livstidsfange af okkultisme fra Frimurernes manual fra Christian X, der var stormester. De, der omgiver sig med Kongehuset er en skare af CEO's fra Danmarks største virksomheder, der fortolker penge-kodeksen med kynisme, egoisme og grådighed. Hvorfor er der ingen af de bukkende politikere, skrabende journalister, og fedtende kendisvenner, der fortæller Kongehuset, at den er helt gal?.. Lidt "sjovt" er det, at en dansker som arbejder for (de mørke - som han siger) danske universiteter, i går under et spiritual møde, befandt sig i Ukraine, sagde, at Mærsk og Dansk Industri er direkte underlagt WEF. Han nævnte også at Odessa, som SoTW's tidligere kone kommer fra og har besøgt, er der absolut ingen restriktioner overhoved. Ej, heller krig eller optakt til det. Kun, blandt krigens højborg, NATO og EU regi. Én af de få steder i Europa, og især Odessa, som går mod regeringsmagten i landet. Fuldstændigt autonom og folk er bedøvende ligeglade, hvad der bliver, bestemt. Han har vandret fra sted-til-sted, i hele coronanedlukningen, land-til-land, især i Østeuropa, for, at slippe for coronarestriktionerne, og sluppet afsted med det, grundet højere gode energier. SoTW med, når "frygtagendaen" var på sit højeste tog jeg til Gøteborg, Rumænien eller andetsteds og blive energetisk tanket op... |


https://www.berlingske.dk/politik/loekke-lander-aftale-med-world-economic-forum-i-davos
http://www.thomasaastruproemer.dk/the-great-reset-konspiration-eller-faktum.html
https://www.sst.dk/da/corona/Forebyg-smitte/Generelle-raad



https://newspeek.info/kronprinssesse-mary-er-en-del-af-world-economic-forum/

https://www.information.dk/indland/2022/01/afhoeringerne-minkkommissionen-slut-staar-tilbage-kaotisk-forloeb-uden-egentlig-skurk?fstln

https://www.berlingske.dk/danmark/medie-kronprinsen-har-holdt-hemmelige-moeder-med-forsvarschefer



※🔴🔺~ (JUST IN: Payback is a bitch Mr. Trudeau. Can you hear us now. Can you HEAR us?) Fulford's Partial Report & Weekly Geo-political News and Analysis ~ | Blogger: [🤜'The KM killed over 50 million Russians. Russian patriots begun systematically hunting down the entire extended Rockefeller clan and their servants, according to FSB sources. Fascist/communist servant Justin Castro of Canada and thanks to the patriotic truckers who descended on Ottawa, he is the first PM in Canadian history to run into hiding from his own people.' ~BF🤛] ... |


Who is this Benjamin Fulford? BF (born 1961) is a 
journalist, author of Canadian descent, who lives in Japan. He speaks 4 languages, including Japanese. He worked in Japan as a correspondent for Knight Ridder, The International Financing Review, Nihon Keizai Shimbun English Edition, and South China Morning Post, before his days at Forbes Magazine, where he was the Asian office manager from 1998 to 2005. His investigative reports persecuted scandals in the Japanese government and business. After leaving Forbes, he wrote a number of Japanese books, some of which became best sellers, and began to publish on the internet. He surrendered to Japanese citizenship in 2007. He gained some popularity on the internet after he conducted an interview with David Rockefeller in November 2007.

The Rockefeller “rules-based world order” circles the drain of history

Blogger: A far-fetched story!?... Yes I agree... Verdensalt has been following Fulford’s reports for some years, reading them should probably be done with a large grain of salt. There's NOTHING right or wrong in this storytelling, other than some entertainment, some are properly truth or false claims, hard to factcheck. As always, use your own spiritual discernment. BF seems to share information directly from alleged sources within the Pentagon, CIA, White Dragon Society, and so on. Often the data presented is contradictory on the surface, but underneath in the intelligence services apparatus or underworld, more likely. It would probably be more productive to consider his data as one possible perspective on what is happening on Earth at this time.. With that said, the world is unbelievable corrupted and nasty, it's sometimes hard after a man swallowed The Red Pill...

Published by Benjamin on January 31, 2022

Payback is a bitch. The Rockefeller clan, the greatest mass murderers in human history, are finally facing justice. Mass demonstrations across occupied Europe and now action by truckers in North America is a sign their satanic rule is collapsing.

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Today is January 31st, a payment deadline the Rockefellers have to make. All signs indicate their check has bounced. They now have until February 18th to come up with the money or be bankrupted.

What money are we talking about? The Rockefeller proxy fake Biden regime ran up a record $1.08 trillion trade deficit in 2021 and added more than $2 trillion to US federal debt to bring the total to $30 trillion. That means they need to come up with $3 trillion or their entire fake regime collapses.

Remember, their clan, -headed by the fugitive criminal David Rockefeller Jr,- control what they call the “rules based world order.” Whose rules? Their rules. Their servants run the UN, the World Bank, NATO, the Fortune 500 companies etc. Remember the heads of these organizations were appointed, not elected. So, when the Rockefellers are bankrupted, it will mean all of these power centers will revert to the control of the people.

🥤🍿📽️ ~ (My favorites) 5+ Most Anticipated New TV Shows Coming Out In 2022 (SoTW) ~ | Blogger: I almost never watch any tv-series, expect, Star Trek: Discovery (TV Series 2017– ) buuutt... And I am or was, a big first-person shooter gamer on Xbox 360 / PC- yes I'm a grown man now, so what? I Am a soldier of truth, a spiritual warrior and apparently been to several wars in my last few life's. My dad and myself, always favorited old WWII-movies. Several years ago my holistic ND friend (Higher Self) told me, (kinesiology) by simple past life regression root chakra, that I was a Polish fighter pilot, that joined a RAF Squadron, who was shot down by Nazis and died in 1944. And later decided to come back to Earth in 1968 and still live and kicking. In another timeline, I was told, lived as an American between 1902-1965 and traumatized after a WWII battle in the Pacific, gunned down by a Japanese plane as a sailor on a US naval ship (at least I survived experiencing 2 wars)... |



 

🎬February 9th 2022, Star Wars fans like myself, are Eager to watch The Obi-Wan Kenobi Series, The Book of Boba Fett. “Return of the Mandalorian” is exciting, spectacularly shot, and takes us to new places we’ve never been to before, including a very cool ringworld called Glavis. Most importantly, it pushes the the story of the post-Return of the Jedi era of Star Wars forward... 

🎬Star Wars: Andor is an upcoming television series currently being developed by Lucasfilm. It is set to air on Disney's online streaming service, Disney+. The series is a spy thriller starring Diego Luna, reprising his role as Cassian Andor from the film Rogue One: A Star Wars Story... 

🎬The hit video game series Halo is being adapted into a live-action television series for Paramount+. The show began development over seven years before its release early this year. Halo is set during the war-torn era of the 26th century and features Pablo Schreiber as the title character of Master Chief... 

🎬The Lord of the Rings is one of the most celebrated film trilogies to date. The highly praised storyline was developed into a television series for Amazon Prime Video and will release on September 2nd this year... 

🎬House of the Dragon is an upcoming American fantasy drama television series created by George R. R. Martin and Ryan J. Condal for HBO. The story of House Targaryen will be told. House of the Dragon, the prequel to Game of Thrones, is coming to HBO and HBO Max.

🎬FOR DENMARK: 'Borgen' season 4 coming to Netflix at 13th of February 2022. A Danish political drama television series that could be inspired and very close to the true of politics. It is almost nine years ago, we last saw, Babett Knudsen's Birgitte Nyborg, became the first female prime minister of Denmark. In the third season of DR's Hitserie 'Borgen', but now she returns as a Foreign Minister. The eight episodes of the series is written by Adam Price and found oil in Greenland, starting an international power struggle... |  

🍁🚚🕊️ ~ ('The energy in Ottawa is crazy going through the roof.' JeanClaude) Janine, Julie, Trump, Phil updates of Interest (SoTW) ~ | Blogger: Phil has confirmed again, that Mr. “Swagger-in-Chief” fake Biden, will be the 1st arrest. He holds a multi-stream of President Trump’s (the real Mr. T) latest rally in Conroe, Texas.. The truckers list of demands was released a couple of days ago. They are not leaving Ottawa until the government rescinds all unconstitutional, unfounded, unscientific restrictions, mandates, segregation passports, etc. for all citizens, or Trudeau’s Liberals step down. They have enough money donations as I have heard on telegram, to stay for years.. Truckers convoy could move go to Washington D.C. next... So many information and I haven't got the time to watch it all...

✋😔💟 ~ (Can you feel it? Evils of black magic to shut down heart-to-hearth Truth-movement) lf you pick up on a feeling of depression in the air directly resulting from the world in turmoil - prices going up, threat of war in the Ukraine, media coverup and nuke has been dropped on the SSP / UFO Spiritual community and more (SoTW) ~ | Blogger: It gives me no pleasure to report this, but my blog on verdensalt.dk is also about delivering news, which is not pleasant. This issue has been addresses to proper channels within the Simon/Becky spiritual organization and you can make of it what you want. Just returned yesterday from a 2 hour-meeting with a heavy or negative opinion poll among the attendees, about our future scope. As you know, I see things differently on SoTW. I see a kickass Planetary Liberation in April of 2022 and forward, however, the evils henchman, wish to bring us down to our knee's in depression and confusion, so here is; Simon (Dr. Charlie Ward, Doug Billings) has been attacked from all angles right now, like so many well-spoken spiritual individuals, it's been going on for years and years, more intensified as we speak. It started with Tarot by Janine (i believe) who has felt chased after Simon has "indirect" mentioned her and Utsava. Janine, has chosen, along with Jean Claude, completely throwing Simon on the gate. She has otherwise defended him for many years, she says. It also has something to do with General Flynn, especially with Utsava, Lin Wood etc. etc. - is also out after Simon, in that regard.. Michael Jaco, now deleted his original video, has said, that Simon, is a kind of energy-vampire and Jaco claims he has heard rumors of Simon, for 1.5 years now, that has attacking women, perhaps refereeing to (Janine etc.) with "Astral Rape" or/and "Rape" and/or "Psychic Attack". Jordan Sather has been spearhead on a lot of things for many years, and followed him since he emerged and became Mega popular, perhaps for famous and spiritual ego? I have talked about Mr. Sather before, he is out, calling Simon, all kinds of bad names during several videos and claims about fake NESARA made by Simon for money and Clickbait's etc... As always, please use your own Spiritual Discernment.

Do not attack anybody... A Storm is Comin... We all need to stand together.... Whether You like it or Not... Be vigilant... Be Prepared and Safe... Don't panic... Expect the Unexpected... 



 

Jan 30, 2022

🙏 ~ 💝 (“Relentless the Energies of Release and Freedom Are”) Todays Inspirational Spiritual Quotes & Videos (SoTW) ~ 💕 | Blogger: As you are well aware, the world is presently experiencing a great deal of confusion, stress and feeling nothing else is happening reaching towards the common population or public domain, especially, for those who are unaware of the ascension process and not understanding HU-manity is evolving. Some are able to stay strong, others will leave, because of free will, every soul chooses on a deeper level whether to leave or stay although very few or even individuals themselves realize this. Spirituality, is a beacon of divine light, guiding us through the tough times of our lives, motivating us to keep on. There are many levels of spirituality that affect a person’s life. At the most basic level, people worship nature objects. At a higher level, dimensions of gods and goddesses are psychically experienced. Only at the highest level is there a direct experience of oneness with the Consciousness of God (SoTW wordings not Kp)... |

Kp Message 1-29-22… “Relentless the Energies of Release and Freedom Are”

 

Posted on  by kauilapele2

That message occurred to me as I arose this morning. It is quite apparent that the entire planet is waking up and standing up for their own Freedom (see this prior Kp blog post (Substack link) re: Canada truckers). And releasing that which needs to be released.

It connects with the last Jean Claude / Janine post, as well as the previous Kp message. So I’ll say no more for now….

…except to perhaps hold the Light for all those that are “traveling” for the Light, abs for Freedom.

Aloha, Kp




🍁🚚💩 ~ (DDR travlt med skak-testikler, indsamlede 101 mio. kr. til Medico-Mette & kommende krig i Ukraine) Virkelighedens Convoy er langt større end den i filmen (Folkets.dk) ~ | Blogger: [👉DDR: 'Hundredvis af lastbilchauffører er kørt på tværs af Canada i vaccineprotest' skriver Danmarks Radio i et lille notits, for 2 dage siden👈] ... Er Lennart Kiil, stifter af FOLKETS og redaktør på Folkets Avis, den eneste talerør af 1.700 danske journalister, 1.200 af disse, arbejder med nyhedsformidling, som tør, snakke om verdensrekordens længste og største protestaktion, 'Truckers-convoy', som breder sig til hele verden??. Alt imens, har hovedpersonen, gået i flyverskjult, udenlandske massemedier har reporteret, premierminister Justin Trudeau's regering, er flyttet til en hemmelig bunker, samtidig er han selv, Corona-smittet. Hvad, fortæller det dig om Danske Medier?... Tarot by Janine ser i sine kort, at det nordøstlige USA rammes af en gigantisk snestorm via vejrmanipulation, Julie, med sin astrologiske forudsigelser, at hele 'systemet' bryder sammen, og så kan vi fnise lidt i fælleskab over Simpsons, der forudsagde, at hele landets lastbilchauffører, er blevet virkelig trætte af regeringens politik. I vores lille andedam, har "Malik", ramt os (grønlandsk drengenavn "bølge" og arabisk "konge" = Kongebølge). Lige nu, har jeg høj sol, skyfrit og ikke en vind rører sig, og jeg lyver ikke. Underligt ikke sandt, DMI varslede om meget farligt vejr, startede i det Jyske, kom til Djævleøen, på samme tid, 19-midnat, når samtlige højprofilerede kendisser, skulle samle ind via 'Danmarks Indsamling 2022', da hele de hjernevaskede 'Hr og Fru Danmark', tømte deres sparegris, fordi de ikke kunne gå ud, fra en dør. Og her til morgen, har vor alles-landsmoder, meldt ud, hun støtter Ukraine med våben (go figure). Og folk, er ikke idioter... |

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Øhhhh, undskyld, DDR, I mener vel, 150,000 truckers og biler fra Canada og USA med 1,4 millioner menneskeskare der står dagevis i bidende kulde og Fjæsbog sider med millioner af følgere? 


Folk som græder af glæde, gennemgået 2 års helvede i Coranastressende forløb til syngende husmødre der laver madpakker til truckers, til "Ezra Levant adresser Truckers Freedom Convoy" på YouTube,

til millioner der lytter med  i stuerne på Zello PTT Walkie Talkie apps og massebevægelser med hjerteenergier der sendes ud i universet!!.. 

What MSM Will Not Show You...


PS: MMM's kold-krigsretorik og warmongering, i stedet for hensyn til humanitære og retslige kriser. Det er et sidste kamptræk, en gang politisk spagat, for at vise sin kommunistiske allierede USA-Kina-Biden, at Dannevang, står bag ved alle krige, inklusive, NATOs hemmelige hære: Operation Gladio og terrorisme i Vesteuropa. At gøre honnør overfor sin Dronning, DDFO-Daisy, som inviterede Ukraines minister, indenfor. Det står ikke hugget i sten, at Dronningen er overhoved for dens komplicerede tråde mellem Grundloven, majestæten, folkekirken, frimurerordenen og forsvarsmagten, men hun er så tæt på, man kan komme. Har diskuterede med min søsters kæreste tidl. proff. soldat, som tror, USA kan slå Rusland. Tror en dag, han bliver klogere. Har selv, prøvet at været under militærøvelser, med britisk soldater, de er for sindssyge, men Russere og deres mentalitet, glem det - de er hærdede og hardcore, end nogen anden. Bortset-fra-det, tror jeg ikke på, der kommer 3.verdenskrig eller Ukraine bliver besat af Rusland... |

A. Trucker Strikes Against Vaccine Mandates:

  • First it was Canada (joined by the US Truckers), and now Italy. Here come the Italian truckers against vaccine mandates: https://twitter.com/JamesMelville/status/1487021458878513153
  • Farmers showed their support of trucker strike in Beamsville Ontario.
  • Australian trucker estimates at least 20,000 people are going to be heading to the capital city of Australia. The trucker revolution is spreading worldwide. A few European trucker groups are also now popping up on Telegram.
  • Brazilian truckers, inspired by the Canadian convoy, created their own convoy in solidarity with the freedom movement!
  • BOOOOOMMMM Italian truckers now mobilizing with reports Aussies are ready to go and UK & Europe truckers poised to go as well.
  • When truckers protest for 24 hours: The delivery of medical supplies and medicines is significantly reduced. Hospitals are running out of basic materials. Gas stations are running out of fuel. Manufacturers using just-in-time technology have a shortage of components. The US Post is experiencing disruptions, the delivery of other parcels is stopped. Food shortages begin. Prices are increasing at gas stations, there are queues at gas stations.
  • When truckers protest for 2-3 days: The food shortage is increasing, especially against the background of holding and consumer panic. Banks cannot conduct transactions. The supplies of essential food are running out. Garbage accumulates in cities and suburbs. Container ships are idle in ports, the movement of commercial transport is disrupted and stopped.
  • When truckers protest for a week: Automobile traffic stops due to lack of fuel. Hospitals are running out of oxygen.
  • When truckers protest for two weeks: Supplies of clean water are running out.
  • When truckers protest for four weeks: The country’s clean water reserves are exhausted.          

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Gider ikke flere vacciner: 50.000 lastbilchauffører kører i convoy mod hovedstaden


Virkelighedens Convoy er langt større end den i filmen
Skrevet af Lennart Kiil

Der har ikke været ret meget om det i danske medier. DR har travlt med at skrive om skak-testikler.

Stor mystik om skakmesters testikler - Danmarks Radio sætter en mand på sagen | Folkets Avis

Men i Canada er lastbilchauffører blevet virkelig trætte af regeringens politik i landet.

Den canadiske regering bliver ved med at pålægge chaufførererne flere og flere vaccine-krav.

👩‍🚀🚀🌌 ~ (Semper Supra: 'War in Consciousness with two Factions-Fighting! Do not attack anybody - instant Karma.') Special guest Marina Seren on As You Wish Talk Radio tonight at 8pm PT ~ | Blogger: Oh wauv! She actually look the same as her video-picture - I though it was a artist drawing. Really pretty, like a Pleiadian starseed, almost like a "Nordic alien" (beings with beautiful Nordic features such as blonde hair, blue big eyes, and tall stature etc.). Besides she seems not that Nordic tall, and blue eyed, reminds me and similar to my old Romanian girlfriend on SoTW. But, Emy, a bit older, has dark hair, sweet captivating smile and deep sparkling breathtaking big brown eyes. Emy was set to be and trained as the new Goddesses of Earth, after Cobra RM's old spouse, Isis Astara, Mystery Schools Astara, who was killed, and being from the Sirius star system. Emy, has left the Cobra organization. I can't talk about it, G-Gestapo A.I. will censor me and remove my blogpost.. I have never heard about Marina Seren, but she resonate with me. And we all heard what happened to Megan Rose (and Dr. Salla / Elena D. claims she's a Trojan horse - black hats) true or false, there's so much backstabbing right now in the UFO / SSP or Spiritual communities. Simon Pakers are under extreme pressure from many sources (Jordan Sather, Lin Wood, Janine, Utsava etc.) And i know this, because I have seen all the so-called "hate" telegram messages and I will not go into who, why and what, Genl. Flynn character is all about - it's doomed to failed... |


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The Ascended Master Sananda / Jesus / Christ / Yeshua serves as a teacher of the whole world, and was one of the greatest spiritual healers who walked on our beloved planet Earth / Nova / Gaia. It is important to understand that all our ascended masters and galactic friends, so to speak, are not allowed to use their powers to change the course of civilizations, only in very rare cases. Law of the Universe. The Law of Divine Oneness (SoTW).

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The collective awakening of humanity is proceeding apace, so do not allow yourselves to be unduly disturbed by the less than uplifting stories that the MSM focuses on, and then publishes with monotonous regularity in order to spread fear and anxiety. There is far more going on in the world, and of a far more uplifting nature, that is clearly indicating that your awakening is progressing quite beautifully. The divine Will is always achieved, so release any doubts to which you may be clinging, even inadvertently.

Often unsettling thoughts, feelings, and emotions flow through your minds far too freely, without you being aware of what they are – just that . . . thoughts, feelings, and emotions – they are not you, but, to you, they feel like you. Part of being human, with a veil hiding Reality from you, is to identify yourselves with your thoughts, feelings, and emotions, and, of course, your bodies which are your central sensors through which all that occurs in your immediate vicinity is experienced – and none of this is Real, i.e eternal. To allow yourselves to become aware that this is unreal can be very difficult because it is so deeply ingrained, and because you have been doing it for such a long time . . . all your lives!