Jan 16, 2020

👼 ~ 💗 The Freedom/Connection Split within Humanity 💕 ~ | Blogger: [🤜When we (humans) seek out "connection and closeness" much more important than food and water, with a social group or partner (whatever), that thing we desperately need, who binds us, but also blind us, the self-sacrifice, obligation, duty, being controlled and losing our sense of self🤛] ... Teal Swan's message is soooo important to understand the (need or desire) for "social relationship". During our childhood or as a child newborn baby, we have self aware identity or individual separate self, but with our parents and society, we are moulded into what they wanted us to become and we then, losses our own identify etc. etc... 💔Personally, one of the major issues i had with my wife and why i had to leave her, was the (golden rule) from our society - the conformity to parental rules.. It came to a breaking point, after my wife from Ukraine smacked her child (out of love, not hate, she claimed). Parenting stress - this unbearable infight with her daughter, Rosa and my wife, and me, in the middle, trying to save the day and after years of psychological violence, i couldn't take it anymore. One day, Rosa, told the kindergarten teacher, she was afraid of her mom and i tried to talk to my wife, offering we could seek counseling and after a thousands of warnings, i told my wife i couldn't do this anymore. She refused, got pissed at me (of course), wouldn't move out, the local authority was involved, police, omg - its was a mess. Last straw i was (forced) to send (heartbreaking) sound scenes of my wife and her daughter "fighting" to the local municipality, and asked friends to step in (not my finest hour). The local municipality was very active, but my wife, hired a man-hater of a lawyer and convinced the local authorities, that I was the problem (Oh My Freaking God)... But i'm a protector of children (and lost soul causes) and has always been, since my own daughter, Isabella, had to choose over my own family and her family of all this bitterness and hatism, towards me (and my family). Why the hell i'm drawn to these woman, i don't know, but it's a (hard) spiritual lesson and if you're a (savoir) and familiar with "the drama triangle" - are you a 'victim', a 'violator' or a 'savior', you know what i'm talking about. A (savior) can't EVER, save a victim. Only if the victim comes out of victimhood... |



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